IT GOES ON!!!

i did everything to bring you back in ma life,
now i dont want that!! i want you to go!!

live your life be happy,
n i will go with life's flow!!!

agreed that life does not give second chances,
i don want one now,,

i waited for you a bit too long,

i don want to screw up anymore now!!

this is what i have learn from ma life so far
that IT GOES ON!!!

so why wait for someone that was never yours
ohh its not a Fairytale come on!!!!

one last time

can i hold your hand for the last time,
can i ask for your forgiveness one last time :'(
can we be the best friends forever which i always wanted to be,
can i see you smile the way you used to before,
please can you forgive me!!!

can i stay in your life forever,
i promise i wont ever hurt you,
i would just sit in a corner,
with no words, always staring at you
please forgive me i haven't been a good friend,
but please i will try harder this time, harder then i ever meant :(

i do not want us to be strangers,
whenever we meet in future,
i want you to hold me close to your heart,
though i now i do not deserve,
i don't want you to love me,
i want a small room in your world,
can i be your best friend,
will you give me a place in your world?

can i ask for this last favor,
i will never ask for anything again,
please forgive me one last time,
i have always given you pain :'(

i got to know today...

Ajj jaan lyi ki mere likhe har harf di ki keemat hai,

Ki maayne rakhda hai meri kalam cho nikalya har akhhar tere layi,

Socheya nahi c m enna khaas ban jaauga,

Ki mere likhe khat nu padh k, ro jaayega koi :(

Dekhi hun teri muskaan layi,

Arjun kis had tak yaari nu le k jaanda hai,

Dost duniyaa ne bathere dekhe hone,

Par mere warga kehda duniyaa te waar waar aunda hai ;)

J tu menu khaas manyya hai zindagi vich,

Ta m v khud nu anmol smajhya hai,

Eh ta waqt waqt di gall hai,

Kade khushi aa jandi h use rishte ch te kadi dukh

Par eh sabh jhel k v jo kathe hon di himmet rakhe,

Ehje rishte hunde ne poori duniya ch sirf kuch,

Hun badal dena andaaz appna,

Shabda di bantar hun m palat deni,

Jihnu padh k tu dukhi hundi c,

Aapa hun uhji koi kavita hi ni banauni :P

Esda matlab eh naa samji,

M rondu kavitaavaa likhniyaa chadd duga,

Uh v jaari rakhuga sada mai,

Par uhna vicho pyaar di khushboo kadh dugaa..

paagalpan

Saari duniya bhaji firdi pyaar mohabbat de piche,

Par smaj na sakya koi k dostti ch ta pyaar to wadhere khich hai,

Pyaar dinda h khushi, par mangda h bahut kujh rishte to,

Dost kehnda ha menu ki lod hai, tu ta bhaawe jaan mang lai mere to,,

Binaa koi shart bina kise mang to dost har wele naal khada hunda hai,

Pyaar bhaawe bhul jaawe, par dost  dil de sab to kole hunda hai,,

Har kise naal aapa dosti v ni kar paande,

Kujh khaas lok hi zindagi vich dost ban k hai aande,,

Kismat waleya nu hi milda hai ek sacche dost da pyaar,

Zindagi ch aashiq ta ho sakde ne kayi hazaaar

Par jo aakhri dum tak bina soche tera saath nibhawe ehja dost labhna h aukha,

Arjun dosti kade na chaddi, har kise nu nu milda dost banaaun da mauka.

Haq naal dost hi hath fad k tenu khushi den di himmat rakhda hai,

Paagalpan lagge bhawe duniya nu, par es dil mere dost teri dosti te pyaar wasda hai..

Uh pyaar jo aashiq to v wadhke suchha hai, jo tenu mauka ni dega sharmindgi da

Aaja aapa utho hi shuruat kariye, piche chutt gya c jehda lamha is zindagi daa J

return of challa

Ajj lad k m tere naal dekhna hai,

Tere haase nu fad k ajj dekhna hai,

Ro laye hun bahut aapa dowo,

Hun dukha wall mud k ni dekhna hia,

Aaja kariye shuruaat apni puraani yaari di,

Jisne hosh bhula ditti c duniyaa saari di,

Ki enna vishwaas mere te kar sakdi h?

Ki ek waar fer meri dosti d ahath fad sakdi h? 

Waada nahi h daawa mere tenu pehla wang hasaawaga

Keha c pehla v ajj fe rkehnda marde dam tak teri dosti nibhawaga

Bahut senti poema likh dittiya mai, Ajj hassan hasaun niu jee karda hai

Rondu baneya eh aboharian challa hun fer haase diyaa galla karda hai

Mud k ni dekhanaa ateet wal te na hi fikar karni aaun wale wele di.,

Arjun ki pata kad jind muk jaawe kisnu khabar h es duniya de mele di??

Chall le challiye apne khayala nu us mukaam te,jithe jhagde di koi thaan na howe,

Hasawaan m tenu te tu menu hasaawe, dur dur tak v koi gham naa howe J

maafinaama

Likh k hazaara waar mita ditte ajj main apne akhhar,

Kyuki jaan gya mere kahe da tere te ki asar hunda hai,

Pareshan huni h tu uthe kalli baith ke,

Te edhar tnahaayi vich mera dil v ronda hai,, :’(

Mita sakda kaash m tenu ditte har uh dukh de lamhe,

Samet leyanda jahaan bhar diya khushiyaa

Maafi bakhs dewi mere dost menu,

Teri maafi di uddek ch bethiya ne meriya akhiyaa :(

Ajj bhull k saara jahaan teri dosti apnaaun nu jee karda

Ki mera saccha dost menu mil sakda hai?

Main wapis aaun di koshish kar reha ha,

Ki meri gltiya bhulaa k mera dost agge wadh sakda hai?

Khada ha tere naal sada, ban k teri yaari da sayaa,

Bhul nahi sakda har uh lamha jo m tere naal h bitaaya

Main ajj tak chedkhaaniya te mazaak karda reha ha,

Par tere dur jaan de darr ne h menu ehja banaaya 

9 sept.

for some it was just another day, but for me it was the day!!

9th September, it came and went away!!

i still have the memories completely fresh in my mind,

the long walk that we had and the shadows crawling behind :(

it was then and there when i lost it all,

i became dead, life less like a concrete wall 

i still can not imagine how i was able to cope up

the only thing  i know is, that i grew up!

to face the reality n know where i stand,

on a lonely road surrounded by darkness where there's no land!!! 

but i'll go through and face it all just to see you happy and smile,

so that all my efforts become worth while :)

but sep 9 will always stay in my heart as a day when it all went off,

coz that was the day, i wanted you to stop :'(

off beat

i can not say anything now,
i don't have a mind that works,
but my brains goes through a lot everyday
everyday it almost bursts :'(
you told me our relation wont be affected,
be it anything,,,
but in just a few moments of separateness,
you forgot everything :"(
i can not cry and i wont because i promised,
but deep inside my heart,
i want myself to get vanished

eyes wide open....

What’s mine will always be mine, I don have to ask for it,

I realized I was going on the wrong path I was unaware a bit

Going through this journey, loosing whatever I possessed,

You came to my life, and from that day I was blessed,

with you as a support that always was there besides me,

Someone whom I could look up to and see standing behind me

I got my lost smile back on my face with your entry in my life,

I broke those shackles of sadness and gave away all my strife

I can still remember every single moment of togetherness that we both spent,

And do you remember how time flew? How quickly those days went,

Today I don know where you are, have lost in touch with you,

I can barely walk with my eyes wide open, only I know how I am moving through,

To move on in life is one thing, but it does not mean forgetting your past,

How can go away from that person whom you wanted to be your first and last?

But your happiness still excites me, a thought that comes to mind,

That one day I will get back to you, wherever you are I will find

And that day will bring the lost soul that left my body the day you moved away,

Since then I have been wondering where to hide my pain? Forever is it going to stay?

SPAM

The words that come from your mouth mean a lot to me,

They can be the reason of my sadness or a reason for glee

You might forget sooner, whatever you say,

But believe me angel, in my mind everything stays

I am unable to get rid of it and unable to figure it out,

What should I say to you, when my own mind has so much to doubt,

I am not angry at all; I am not worried even a bit,

I want you to go ahead and have fun, but remember me that’s it!

I try to forget, I try to run and I try to go away,

But I become helpless, that is all I can say :(

A friend, an enemy or a special one for you, I don’t know who I am,

But I want a place in your heart’s inbox; never want to go in SPAM ;)

When I look at the happier side of it, I figure out a number of things,

That our relation is here to stay, no matter how much trouble it brings

Don’t ever break me never, forget me not I wont be able to bear

Never go away from me, don’t keep me in disguise my dear

My feelings have found in you, a body I was always looking for,

Even after I go from this world, my soul will come to be with you that is for sure

i found my lost friend!!

I got my angel that I lost in my life’s journey sometime ago,

I was going on the wrong track, our relation was moving to and fro.

In you I always searched for love of my life, the one I momentarily got,

But I was too big a fool to loose you, with my mind always on the wrong spot :(

But last night I realized how important I was to you, and what all our friendship meant,

What was the meaning of all those lovely moments that together did we spent :)

Amidst all the pain and fights, you never gave up on me,

In you I found my love, the best friend that I never thought I could be….

And after the entire struggle we both have gone in the past year or so,

Your words of anger still echo in my ears, whenever you tell me to go 

The faith you showed in me last night and over past such a long time,

It automatically made me write and made my words to rhyme ;)

You are the best thing that ever happened to me and never shall happen again,

I will be your best friend no matter what, be it sunshine, darkness or even rain!!!

i care for you!!

Its been a while since I told you I love you, I guess its too late now.

I still cry silently in the dark nights trying to forget you somehow!!

But all everything becomes worthless and all those efforts go in vain,

When I think of the times we spent together, those shining skies, and thundering rains

They bring along with them the memories I try to forget,

I just cannot help it my eyes become automatically wet!! :’(

I am a lover to the core and always shall be, believe me

I will stay with you forever even after my soul leaves me

And bring to your face always, a J that you deserve

From the core of my heart, this relation of friendship I will serve….

I care for you, I long for your arms,

These nights of loneliness are doing me a lot of harm,

And all I can do is nothing nut wait for you to come,

And take me to a new world where no one else would come

Give me back the one I loved, the one that made me what I am today,

I know it’s not possible now, but I wanted, in my life, forever you to stay

m bad for you........

kuj galtiya m zaroor kitiya par kuj da m iwe hi gunehgaar ban gya..

ajj kehan wali koi gall ni c par ek hor din apne jahgde da yaadgaar ban gya..

ki kara j mwri sahi kiti gall v kite na kite galt sabit ho jaandi h?

ki h meri galti h k tere bina meri eh haalat ho jaandi h?

tetho dur jaan di badi himmat kiti par jaa nu hunda mere to,,,

ki esse layi rab ne tenu ethe behj ditaa, inj dukhi hon lyi mere to?

main haa kamla athru palle bann k bas firda rehanda ha pal do pal...

mere kol hun koi aas nahi ki hona h mera jad aayega kal..

ehsaas ho gya m kithe khad da ha es duniyaa di bheed vih ki haa mai...

tenu paan da supna kiwe sajaa laya jad ki tere ta ni layak vi mai,,,

bhull ho gyi tenu dukh ditte anginat te haje v anjaane ch rulaa dinna ha...

par yaara ho sake ta menu maaf kardi,, aakhri alvidaa es gall te m kehna haa...

na zidd karni na haq mangna mai,,te naa hi kade tenu pyaar karna,,,

pagal c m jo es pyaar magar bhull gya c sab jeena marna.,,

hun ehsass hunda h k me ta teri dosti de haq v khondaa ja reha ha..

jinna tere lyi khaas ban na chahnda c unna hi door hunda jaa reha haa...

kuj galla main vishwas v ni kar paa reha jo akhri dina vich ehnaa kanna ne suniya ne,,

sab kehnde m maada ha,,,bure da thappa laga ta is duniyaa de,,

sab kehnde arjun tu badal gya,,par main haalata hatho majboor hoya..

hassda c kade ji chehra sada kuj raata layi uh bahut roya....

maada ha k changa jo v haa,,,par ban ke reh gya m v uhi jo kade naa chahya c..

har us cheez to hun darr lagda h jisnu kade m samjhyaa mera apnaa saaya c,,,

The answers....

When i was not in love i used to wonder... 

why people wish to fall in love if there is so much pain.. 

why love someone even after knowing that one day they will also change!! 

I used to feel sorry for them who were unable to forget there past...

so many options were available but still they used to cry for the one they have lost !! 

Now i have got answers to my question... 

this feeling is strange it rules our heart... 

when you are in it you are on top of this world and when it is gone...

just a false believe can keep you high..

what's this feeling?

Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear...
the real one is left in the past
because u have left me there..

Nobody knows i am crying
they wont see even my tears...
when they think that i m laughing
i still wishing you were here...

Nobody knows it's painful
they think that i am strong...
they say that this won't kill me
but i wonder if they were wrong...

Nobody knows i m praying
that you will change your mind...
they think that i let you go
when u left me behind...

Nobody knows i miss u
they think i feel set free...
but i feel like i am bound with chains
trapeed in the mystery...

Nobody knows i need u
they say that i can do it my own...
but" they don't know i am crying
"when i am aloneeeee....

i miss it all....

I miss it all I miss every single moment,

From moving around in the crowded streets to the lonely times we spent

I thought I was perfect but got to know the truth at last

I never imagined any such thing, it happened way to fast

I had always taken other person’s place in people’s life

But for the first time I was replaced, I almost died….

I could not help but cry with salty water flowing from my eyes,,

All I was left with a handful of thoughts and millions of lies

The lonely road that followed afterwards completely broke me to the core

I was left with the feeling of adversity; nothing seemed pretty about life anymore

No complaints no demands and nothing much left in my body & soul

I was barely able to walk, at such a slow pace my life began to crawl

With a heart that was empty and shattered badly,

I walk alone on this road that is dark and empty.

No sunshine I have in vision only hollowness surrounds

With bare feet I walk on these thorn covered grounds

Still with a smile on my face I keep on walking through these tough times

I can never figure out why all this had to happen, when everything was just fine 

ROCKSTAR.........

stars are millions in the sky, but i can not see even one ..

people surround me but i can relate to none..

this time of the day that time of the night,,,

with my thoughts all the time, i am in a constant fight,,

what was left undone why i was chosen as the one??

was it to show me the path or was it to make me run?/

to make me believe in a new beginning or did he want me to learn a lesson? 

i have not been able to understand it all,,,,everything happened in such strange fashion...

stranded along with my thoughts i am loosing my will,, i am loosing my control...

when the time will come will i be able to play my role? 

i know its a journey called life and we all have fit in...

but i always believed in giving smiles to others never sorrow nor grin,,,

then why this happened i question you oh almighty? 

why sorrow came at my door why was i punished, was i guilty? 

the answer is never gonna come,,,and i am not asking why...

all i am saying is why you made me laugh when you had to make me cry? 

can anyone soothe my soul, can anyone bring back the lost soul that i had? 

i am happy believe me its just that my words reflect that something inside me is a little sad...

that thing is not a part of me,, its something i got from you..

and through all these tough times, it was the only thing i held on to....

its called heart <3,, the one you gave me in the beginning. . . 

u forgot to take it back now its shedding tears as the sky is also raining... :(

you are you were and you ll always be my rock star,, 

everything is fair in it people say,, but i hope this is love and not war... ;)

bored

Monday’s I hate. Simply because of the fact that after two the weekend it is too tough to wake up and get ready to go to office. And even in the office everything goes so slow on Mondays L

I have been sitting at my workstation all day long, wrote just four articles today and a lot of stuff on the Internet. Thank God to the Internet or else I would go insane.

For most people it is a holiday today and for people like me, who have to sit in the office for 9 hours in front of the computer it is really boring, especially looking at the pleasant weather outside.

Was just going through a website on the Internet where I found a website 30 things to do top keep from getting bored, and one on the list was writing a blog, so here I am starting up the work.

Though there is really no meaning of this thing I am writing, but I really could not find anything better to do. ;)

Still have a couple of hours shift left, but eventually it will pass.

see how it changes ma entire world!!!

ek hasi jo hasaa de,,,,ek muskaan jo saari duniyaa bhulaa de,,,

aesim asar daalti h teri har baat mujhse k mujhe hi wo mujhse bhulaa de,,,

naa jane ye kesaa ehsaas hai,,,jo jaanta nahi pagalpan ki koi bhi hadd,,

bas jaanta h to sirf ek pyaar aur rishte nibhaana jiski nahi koi bhi hadd...

is raaste me kayi baar bhool bi ho jati h par mann me to sada wahi baat rehti ha...

hum kehna kuch aaur chaahte hai par ye zubaan kuch aur hi kehti hai..

bas aese mukaam pr ehssaas hota h kitni ehmiyat rakhti h teri dosti aur muje sath paane ki zid..........

aur bas m khada reh jaata hu beete hue lamho ko taakta,,,aur labon se nikalta h to bas shayad!! :(

khushi de jaati h itni teri nanhi si baat bhi k m saari duniyaa bhool jaata hu ...

bas kese m sabr ka ghoont bharta hu ye mai hi jaanta hu,...

kabhi kabhi lagta h mein sachme tuje pehchaan nahi paaya,,,par fir lagta h m galt hu,,,

tujhe to jaan liya par shaayd samajh nahi paaya khud ko,,khudi ko hi dhoondta fir raha hu....

how do i express it?

i wish you were here right now..i want to give you a hug and cry!!

i wish you were here right now,,,just wanted to be in your arms if i die!!!

whats happening is not good not at all what i ever expected...

our relation is going somewhere i don want,,,i really do not want it!!

i hate myself for being so freaky i want to create that magic again between you n i

i am never able to understand the stuff...and later i have water in my eyes!!

it sucks it really does the feeling i have all day all night

when i know i am wrong and we both had a fight!!

 i haven't slept for nights have been awake all these times...

since we began to have regular arguments since the time you bid me bye...

i hope these days end up soon because i want back my real friend!!

i do not ever never want this relation to end!! 

inj nahi karinde....

chalaa gya aa kar aaj fir ek din,,,ek aur raat teri yaad le kar aayi hai,,

gahro me bhale hi diye jal rahe hai,,mere dil ki gehraayion me bas tanhaayi hai...

na samajh paane ki bhool to m hmesha se karta aa raha hu,,,

lekin aaj galtiyo ki wajah h humdono ke darmiyaa khaamoshi chaayi hai..

nahi chaaiye muje wo kuch bhi jis se m tujse door chalaa jau,,

door jaane ki himmat nahi,,,is naadan pagal dil ko kese samjaau..

kese bayaan akru ise k mumkin nahi hai jo chaahta hai ye,,,

tujse door jaane k naam se hi dar kar kaanpta hai ye,,,

nahi reh paata tujse door nahi, soch bhi nahi paata tere bin ik din ki bhi zindagiu..

par chaah kar bhi kuch nahi kar paata mai,,,keesi hai meri ye zindagi!!!

uske liye arjun aaj khush reh kar bhi jee lega,,,

na hi kabhin ghutega ander se,,haste haste har gham har doori bhi seh lega...

bas ek baat yadd rakhna dil se kabhi bhula naa dena bhale hi door chale jaana...

warna jee naa paauga,,,ba nibhaa paauga tujse jo kiya waada ki muje sada haste h jeeven bitaana...

maana kamiyaa hai mujme bahut saari apr mai kamzor nahi hu ye bhinjaan le tu,,,

aazmna hai aazma kar dekh lena jab dil kare,,,,m wahi khada tha aur ab bhi khda hu,,,!!!

i wish i knew....

i wish i knew how not to be in love with you,,,

                 i wish i could find a way, a way that takes me away from you.....

coz being with creates problems and makes you sad,,,

                 isn't it jus a better option to go away,,,and avoid everything that's goin bad... : ??

i am trying ma level best to get you out of ma mind!!!

                   so that i get a smooth frienship with you...leavin everything far behind...

working ma way out trying to keep ma self busy in small li'll things...

                    still unable to get away nowhere,,,cant tell you how much ur single text of ur brings!!!

please don ever get angry from me...i don wanna loose you,,,

                   be with me forever b with me always,.your frienship is precious for me and a god gift too

the wait....

the wait is never ending i know it is not gonna end...

where am i??

i am headed towards a direction i don knw....

m lookin for you....where do you go? :(

more thatn hours more than days,,,,more than months have passed by,,,

words unspoken,,,heart thats broken...all i can do is to cry!!!

words i do have but they are worth nothin without you baby..

ohh am goin insane..i am going crazy!!! 

no place to hide ma feelings no room where i can go..

i need you besides me forever jus like ma shadow!!!

a bod thats unbroken,, a faith n trust to be together,,

and i ll be happy you will be happy no sad clouds no mellow weather :)

a smile......and a crazy me!!!!

i saw her smile,,,not once not twice not once in while.....

it was the brightest thing i could see although the sun was still shining on me.........

maybe it was because of me maybe it was for some other reason.....

after a long time ...i saw her jus havin fun!!!!

a present a gift a mis you note when you are going away from me....

hope everything remains well and we see each other shortly!!

these days i will wait,,i will test my limits of patience...

i wont prove you wrong,,,that i am your best friend!!!

thats me thats you how crazy we can be you know!!!

at times we fight but thts whats best ho ho.......

radio station..... :)

i've made you happy ,,i've made you smile,,

'taa ki hoya j lad v leya for a while...???

masti v taa maarni sikhaayi hai na n kiwe khush rehnde ne eh v dussya h...

tusi bachpan jeena chaande c,,,meri har ek harkat ch tuhaada bachpan wasseya hai!!!

eh m hi c jis tusi aapna khoya hoya bachpan dobaara jee k dekhya,,

eh main hi c jis naal tusi eh supna dekhya!!!!

frenship ki hai aapa ek duje nu eh relation sikhaayi!!!

hun ese nu nibhaun di turn hai aayi...

no doubt we fight ,,misunderstandings v aa jandiyaa ne,,,

par es sab de against we stay frens yaariya ta baniya rehndiya ne,, :)

ehi taa khaasiyat h tuhaade te mere relation di!!!

tuhade n mere frenship de ess radio station di...

jithe aapa request kite binaa ek duje de thoughts jaan sakde haa..

ek dujee di khushi ch chupe gham nu binaa kahe pehchaan sakde haa

god has made us both ekko jeha enaa pagal!!!

dat it's our frenship tht'l stay kal aaj aur kal :))

hav written so many rondu poems,,,ajj writin smthng tht'll bring on your face a smile...

aapni dosti hai forever,,not any hallucination tht stays for a while!!!!

kuch ankahee see baatei...

kaun hu main,,kya hu main ,,,,
duniya ki is bheed me kyu khada tanhaa hu main???
aaj meri kamiyon ne muje is kadar hai jhukaa diya,,,
shayad inhi ne hai mujhe jeena bhi sikha diya!!
khush hu main jaanta ye nahi ya hu main udaas.....
 ksi ke paas hone ka kyu nahi jaata hai ehsaas.......
itna itna zaada wo ban gaya hai khaas ,,,,
sab hai mere paas aur paas kuch bhi nahi ....
pata nahi chalaa ye sab kya hua galat ya sahi??????
aankho mein aaj bhi kyu hai nami???

us chehre ki us doori ki hai aur hamesha rahegi kami,,,,,
firta u talaash me betha hu intezaar meiii...
shayad wo lamhe fir aa jaaye fir kho jaau main pyaar mein...
chcooth gaya hai bahut kuch peeche ,,,mud kar dekhta hu to ehsaas hota hai......
duniya samajhti hai mai bahut khush hu,,,par adner se ye dil paagalo ki tarah rota ha...
jab use wapis usi dagar par jaate dekhta hu,,jahaa se wo mere paas aaya tha,,
rok nahi paata apne aansuo ko,,, kyu usne mujhe pyaar karna sikhaaya tha!!!
mere hone naa hona ab bematlab sa lagta hai,,,
use kho to chukaa hu ab to yaado ko bhi khone ka darr lagta hai...
roya to bahut hu par ab to saale aansu bhi dagaa de jaate hai,,,,
bahar nahi aate,,,ander hi ander chupp kar reh jaate hai....
aakhir kyu hai ye sab jab kyu hai aise haal aur kya hai is sab ka maltab??
kya samajh paaya hu pyaar ko main?? kya jaan paaya hu uska matlab??

knockin on heaven's door

when i hear your voice ,it soothes me it makes me smile.......

the thought of us being together stay forever,,,not for a while!!!!!

i miss those nights those darkening skies and the shining stars.....

and those hand in hand walks during the monsoon's soul stirring showers!!

it felt like i was blessed and i was having the best time anyone could have ever...

those thought have left me with memories that will stay in my life forever :)

when u were there i felt like my life was complete and i needed nothing more....

u came into my life u made me happy,,,,and i was knocking on heaven's door!

it was magical it was eternal yet it was so humane and so real to life.....

it was something i will never get again...it was something that changed my life!!!!

i experienced what i never thought was going to be true!!!

being with someone you never thought who was made for you!!!

i remember only the good times and cherish those beautiful moments of togetherness!!!

they gave a new meaning to my life....i lived an entire life in those moments...nothing much nothing less!!!!

LIAR...LIAR.......

i don wanna go but i don wanna get hurt too.....

i don wanna leave becoz i still love you!!!!

dn knw who am i or who hav i become......

bt surely m not who i was....don knw who i am!!!!

was it from ma saide was it you who was at at fault???

life has chngd but m still in pain...it was such a hard assault!!!

m heart still trembles when i remember the words that you said!!!

how could it be possible,,,,our love is dead........ :'(

no no it can't be true,,,i don wanna beleive........

i don wan u to go away..don wan u to leave......

was it so weak,,,the bond that we shared...

how can all this be possible...you loved me...and i do cared!!!!

Iam not lonely..i am no heart broken,,,, I AM A BIG LIAR........

my thoughts keep burning,.my heart is still on fire!!!!!

neend...

ajj fer menu neend naa aayi....ek raat hor m ajj jaag k bitaayi....

khulliya akhaan naal dekhda reha supne...par yaaro supne dikhaun waali niind ta kade naa aayi......

jadd akhaan band karda jagg haneraa jaapda,,,akhiyaa moohre na koi chehra jaapda....

eh jagg saara ekdum khaali lagada....na koi tera na koi mera jaapda......

bas ek haase di awaaz goonjdi mere kanna vich jo sadaa hi rehndi aa....

ek ajeeb jehi mehak chaaro paase jaapdi jiwe laggi kise de hathha vich mehndi aa......

ehnaa sab da ishaara kis wal hai eh taa rab jaanda jaanda nahi koi hor ..

supne kyu ni aaunde mennu ??? kyu ni meri soch te chalda mera zor!!?!??

kisde hathha di mehak h uh hai kisde haase di jhankaar???

ki ho gya meri neendar nu ...kyu reh gya supna mera adhh vichkaar???

around u............

i want you to remember me...remember me always.....

as somebody who was crazy although most f the times very lazy...........

as a frend who cud do anytng wen u need...who was always there.......

who was simple at heart and who always cared!!

although wrong at almost all the things he was right when it came to being a frend...

coz he knew one thing tht frenship has a beginning it has no end..

full of mistakes and michieves but cool and true at heart...

such a caring fren from whom u never wanna go apart!!

coz i have learnt one thing,,,making smbdy happy is the best feeling in this world...

u can never have such a feelin u might earn tonnes of gold!!

that y i want you to remember tht there was a frend who always made you feel great....

and when you would miss me jus remember me i will thr AROUND U... i won b late!!!!!!

tanhaa......

khud se h ya apne alfaazo se....jinhe piroya karta tha bade naazo se...

aaj unhi se khafaa hu ki kyu bayaa karte h mere dil ka haal kyu reh nahi paate chup chaap.........

 jab lafz muh se nikalte h to dard ki wajah ban jaate hai..

lekin jab syaahi me doob jaate hai to jo m kabhi keh na saka wo sab bhi keh jaate hai...

bas kami h to itni k in k kehne kaa andaaz kuch aesa hai... 

jaane anjaane kisi ko dard ka ehsaas de jaate hai!!!

 andaaz-e-bayaan mera kuch is kadar reh jaata hai... 

k is dil me likhne ka khayaal tak mit jaata hai.......

naarazgi ka ye sabab h k rutha hu is duniyaa is jahaan se...

bas reh nahi paata warna jeena chahta hu m b bhaut shaan se!!

hansta hu magar akele me dard chubhta hi rehta hai harpal...har lamha...

sanbke saath bhi hu fir kyu har pal rehna chaahta hu mai TANHAA!!!!

nahi mildi....umraa di saanjh...........

sab nede hon ta koi v hass sakda...par koi jad kalla hunda udo haase da matlab hi hor hunda...

eh gal har koi nahi samaj sakda eh samjan te ta kise kise daa hi zor hunda,,,,

jad nede howe ta khushi ditti ta ki ditti dur reh ke v jo tenu hasaa sake ...

pyaar kari ehje bande naal yaara jo tenu te tere kallepan nu apnaa sake....

m labh k dekh leya bahut is jagg vich par pyaar naseeba naal hi milda hai..

umraa di saanjh nahi mildi,,thode chir layi ta sab da dil khillda hai......

sach jhooth to wadh uppar hai ishq is ishq di vakhri pachaan mittra....

ishq naal hi ghar ghar banda hai nahi ta reh jaanda uh kachha makaan mittra......

eh pyaar sochann to pareh hai...eh samjan wali koi cheez nahi...

eh nasha hai eh bhakti hai....dil is vich mast hunda hai koi mareez nahi...

vakhri duniya vich le jaanda jad ishq kise de gall lagda...

har wela khushi naal bharya jaapda ,,,rangeen har ek pal lagda,,,,

par saath jado koi chadd jaanda,,koi dilo jado tenu kadd janda..

us to maadi koi cheez nahi ...us to bhayaanak koi peed nahi.....

hanjuu aa aa gallan te suk jaande...chalde hoye saah v ruk jaande...

bas mukda nahi taa usde aaun  da intezaar...chandre saah v bhaawe muk jaande,,,,

kujh sochan nu nahi bachda kujh karan nu chitt na mandi hai...

bas usda hi naa lendi hai chitt,,,bas yaar yaar hi kardi hai!!!!