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Thursday 5 July 2012

see how it changes ma entire world!!!

ek hasi jo hasaa de,,,,ek muskaan jo saari duniyaa bhulaa de,,,
aesim asar daalti h teri har baat mujhse k mujhe hi wo mujhse bhulaa de,,,
naa jane ye kesaa ehsaas hai,,,jo jaanta nahi pagalpan ki koi bhi hadd,,
bas jaanta h to sirf ek pyaar aur rishte nibhaana jiski nahi koi bhi hadd...
is raaste me kayi baar bhool bi ho jati h par mann me to sada wahi baat rehti ha...
hum kehna kuch aaur chaahte hai par ye zubaan kuch aur hi kehti hai..

bas aese mukaam pr ehssaas hota h kitni ehmiyat rakhti h teri dosti aur muje sath paane ki zid..........
aur bas m khada reh jaata hu beete hue lamho ko taakta,,,aur labon se nikalta h to bas shayad!! :(
khushi de jaati h itni teri nanhi si baat bhi k m saari duniyaa bhool jaata hu ...
bas kese m sabr ka ghoont bharta hu ye mai hi jaanta hu,...
kabhi kabhi lagta h mein sachme tuje pehchaan nahi paaya,,,par fir lagta h m galt hu,,,
tujhe to jaan liya par shaayd samajh nahi paaya khud ko,,khudi ko hi dhoondta fir raha hu....

Wednesday 4 July 2012

how do i express it?

i wish you were here right now..i want to give you a hug and cry!!
i wish you were here right now,,,just wanted to be in your arms if i die!!!
whats happening is not good not at all what i ever expected...
our relation is going somewhere i don want,,,i really do not want it!!
i hate myself for being so freaky i want to create that magic again between you n i
i am never able to understand the stuff...and later i have water in my eyes!!
it sucks it really does the feeling i have all day all night
when i know i am wrong and we both had a fight!!
 i haven't slept for nights have been awake all these times...
since we began to have regular arguments since the time you bid me bye...
i hope these days end up soon because i want back my real friend!!
i do not ever never want this relation to end!! 

Monday 2 July 2012

inj nahi karinde....







chalaa gya aa kar aaj fir ek din,,,ek aur raat teri yaad le kar aayi hai,,
gahro me bhale hi diye jal rahe hai,,mere dil ki gehraayion me bas tanhaayi hai...
na samajh paane ki bhool to m hmesha se karta aa raha hu,,,
lekin aaj galtiyo ki wajah h humdono ke darmiyaa khaamoshi chaayi hai..
nahi chaaiye muje wo kuch bhi jis se m tujse door chalaa jau,,
door jaane ki himmat nahi,,,is naadan pagal dil ko kese samjaau..
kese bayaan akru ise k mumkin nahi hai jo chaahta hai ye,,,
tujse door jaane k naam se hi dar kar kaanpta hai ye,,,
nahi reh paata tujse door nahi, soch bhi nahi paata tere bin ik din ki bhi zindagiu..
par chaah kar bhi kuch nahi kar paata mai,,,keesi hai meri ye zindagi!!!

uske liye arjun aaj khush reh kar bhi jee lega,,,
na hi kabhin ghutega ander se,,haste haste har gham har doori bhi seh lega...
bas ek baat yadd rakhna dil se kabhi bhula naa dena bhale hi door chale jaana...
warna jee naa paauga,,,ba nibhaa paauga tujse jo kiya waada ki muje sada haste h jeeven bitaana...
maana kamiyaa hai mujme bahut saari apr mai kamzor nahi hu ye bhinjaan le tu,,,
aazmna hai aazma kar dekh lena jab dil kare,,,,m wahi khada tha aur ab bhi khda hu,,,!!!