no love at all...

Do I look like a man who would care?

When someone left me alone?

I used be the same until you came,

But like a flash before I could notice u were gone

You left me with scars that will never heal

And pain that still causes ache in my soul

You broke me, shattered me and tore me apart

What prompted you to leave me tell it to me all L

Was my love a little too much

Or was it too less for you to lead your life?

Or the mistakes I made were too much to forgive

Or did I feel like a liar when to you I apologized?

I still have nightmares of you leaving me

I cannot sleep even in the darkest of nights

It’s been way too long since I had peace inside me

There’s always a disturbed me and all my never ending inner fights L

There’s no love left inside of me,

Only a rage that burns me completely

But no one can understand what I go through

Coz I can hide my feelings very neatly

sapno ki duniyaa,,,,

Kaash m is dard ko bayana kar paata

Jo har baar tu de jaata hai

M tere pass aane ki umeed karta hu

Aur tu har baar door jaane ki wajah de jaata h

Iss raat ki tanhayi ko tu kya jaane ae dost

Khudaa kare tere naseeb me kabhi tanhaayi na ho

Humne to aadat daal li andhero me jeene hi,

Aur dua karte h teri zindagi me kabhi ruswaayi na ho

Muh se nikale huye shabd aur kamaan se nikale teer

Kabhi wapis nahi mode jaa skte, wese hi

Ikk baar jo toot jaatein hai rishte

Wo taumr koshisho k bawajood

Dobara nahi jode ja sakte L

Tu meri thi hi nahi kabhi Ikk jhootha khwab tha..

Jo neend khulte hi toot gaya mera

Thaan liya us din se mene fir na karuga kisi se pyaar

Us din se din din na raha,, mera sathi ban gya tanhaa raaton ka andhera

Kuch sawaalo k ujawaab maangna chahta tha

Tujhse mere lamho ka hisaab maangna chahta tha

Par ab koi ichha nahi rahi tujhse maangne ki

Faad di yaadon ki tune wo kitaab jo m maangna chahta tha

Bol kar aese bol jo sannata kar gye meri duniyaa me

Tod gaye mere kaanch ka mahal jo sambhal kar rkhna chahta tha

Sabne kaha tha sapno me jeena chorr de, Par main hi pagal tha

Sabke khilaaf jaa kar jo sapno duniya bacha kar rkhna chahta tha….

tadap...

Dil mera tod diya usne buraa kyu maanu

Aakhir todne ka haq bhi to mene hi diya tha

Tanhaa akele chodd diya usne par shikwa kya

Zindagi bhar saath chalne ka waada to nahi kiya tha

Na de paaya use wo har khushi jo sochi thi

Mil gyi use mohabbat kisi aur se gilaa nahi

Naseeb mein nahi likha tha milnaa hamaara

Ab kyu shikayat karu uske liy jo milaa nahi

Chupp chupp kar bahut royaa hu mai tanhaayi me

Jaanta hu tadapi to wo bhi baut hogi magar

Chhahat mene bhi ki thi chaaat usne bhi ki thi

M khada reh gya aur wo darr gyi dekh kar kaanto bhari dagar

Aasaan nahi hoga ye mene kabhi socha na tha

Yahi kehta tha use ki mauka mile to apni khushiyo ki taraf jaana

Par sochaa na tha kabhi uski khushi mujhse door jaane me hogi

Khaer ban na tha ban gya,, koi na koi bahaana

Tu kahaa chali gyi mujhse door ye nahi jaanta

Magar baarish ki boonde ab bhi is jalte huwe man to tadpaa jaati hai

Bhulaana chaahta hu har wo lamha magar kya karu

Reh reh kar kahin naa kahin se teri yaadd aa jaati hai L

dil chaahta hai...fir se

Toot kar chaahne ko tujhe dil chaahta hai,

Aaj in baahon me tujhe thaamne ko dil chaahta hai

Kya hote h ye dil k jazbaat bhi..

Aaj fir se tujhe toot kar chaahne ko dil chaahta hai

Zamaane ki nazro se door le kar kahi

Aaj udd jaane ko mera ye dil chaahta hai

Tu meri hai main tera hoon hmesha

Iss jhooth ko aaj fir se sach maan ne ko dil chaahta hai

Kami jo reh gyi thi pichli dafaa meri mohabbat mei

Aaj us sab ko bhulaa kar nayi shuruaat karne ka

Tujhe apnaane ka apna banaane ka,

Saato janmo k liye jud jaane ko dil chaahta hai

Mil jaayege tujhe laakho mujh jese

Par tu laakhon me ek hai ye dil jaanta hai

Arz kar sakta hu ikk aakhri tujhe mai,

Uss khuda se tujhe har dafaa maangne ko dil chaahta hai

Kaun hun main kya hun mai kaha se aaya

Iss sab ko bhool jaane ko dil chaahta hai

Bhula kar do jahaan ki saari bandishe

Teri baahon me hmesha k liye samaa jaane ko dil chaahta hai