tears

Its breaking me from inside..

every single day...

a thought of you ..

leaves me in an all new world of memories...

in search of you my soul wanders,,

n there’s nothing but dark hours...

waiting for me there's nothing else.,

no one no happiness only miseries..

its unbearable the pain,,

it hurts deep down inside

to know you are not mine,,

these silent tears are jammed in my body,,,

i want to burst out,,

burst out loud to make everyone hear,,

but there is nothing i can do,

none whose mine... there's nobody...

i wish i could throw away my breaths.,

tear my body apart,,

i wish my end comes sooner,,

this misery i wish it dint have a start....

Tamanna . . . .

Aaj fir dil ne ik tamanna ki,

k kassh kisi tarah se fir mera pyar mujhe wapis mil jaaye...

naadan h ye jaanta nahi,

jo tera tha hi nahi kabhi, wo aaj kese tera ho jaaye???

mann ka kya hai ..

ye to hazaaro khwahishe roz sajaa leta hai,,,

zaruri to nahi har khwahish poori ho,

fir bhi naa jane kyu har roz ye dil khud ko sazaa deta hai...

paas hona hi kaafi nahi kya..

jab tu door hoga is dil ko kaun samjayega...

ab kam se kam deedar to roz ho jata hai,

khuda na kar gar tu door ho gya, to fir kese khud ko ye naadan sambhal payega??

roti huyi un palko ko na chup karane wala koi hoga,

aansuo ka samandar behta hi chala jayega,,,

par aage ka soch k aaj kyu gawa raha hai?

Ye aaj bhi ret ki tarah teri muthi se choot ta chala jayega,,

ae dil sambhal ja zara,

na kar wo khata jo sadiyo se log karte aaye hai,,

hamesha k liye paane ki chaahat me,

jo hath me h use bhi gwaate chale aaye hai,,

pyar ka matlab paana nahi hoti...

fir se dikha k is jahaan ko sacche pyar ka matlab..

khud ko na kasoorvar samjhe wo tere jaane k liye..

khushiya itni bhar de uske charo aur, k bhool jaye wo sab...