jus the way u r.............

girl u are amazin jus the way u are,,,,never change..

those who beleive in u wud alwas wan u to be the same,,,

some may say u r rude same may say u r tough...

but i knw that bein a person like u is more thn enough...

u show ur care u show ur feelings...only lucky people get to knw wats within you,,,

this feelin this frenship i always wanted to have with you...

luckily with tym we hav bonded enough to understan each other.

and wat people say n wat they might say...i gues we don have to bother...

i knw when i wud praise u,,u won beleive me,,,

but in my heart u wud alwys the mos beautiful person i have ever seen,..

when i see ur face thr s not a thing tha i wud changea ..

coz u r amazin jus the way u r!!!!

i'll walk alone....n all alone....

hona tha pyaar hua mere yaar...aaye nazar chehre hazaar...

fir bhi tham gaya jise dekh kar dil us k liye karega ab ye dil naa kabhi intezaar.

saanse to uska zikar karti h aksar magar mene khud ko dabaa liya hai...

sab chod kar jaane ki zidd thi is dil ki par mene ise ab samjha liya hai.....

jazbaa h baaki paane ka kuch khushiyo ko aur uske liye jeene ka....

chubhta to bahut hai par ab kisi ko nahin dikhauga dard is seene ka!!!

tanhaa akela main apni daga par chalta tha aur chalta jaauga,,,,

naa koi mere paas aayega na khud ko kisi k paas main laauga...

is raah par honge to bas mere sapne aur un sapno ko jeeta hua ARJUN...

mast rahuga sabse beparwaah gaaunga sada main apni hi masti ki dhun............................

i'll walk alone on my journey to change my destiny...

nobody can love me nobody can stop me n nobody can come to me...

in the dark lonely road,,,following me will be nothin but my shadow...

and on my own path forever n always will i go....

nobody to bother me nobody to care for me n no place for memories...

all i wan from life now is a long walk on life's most lonesome n cold streets!!

end of the story..!!! :((

mehfil me sabko hasaa kar bhi dekha, par khud ko tanhaa paaya h hmesha..

socha tha akelepan se bhag luga par saath raha jo wo the ek mera saaya hmesha.....

bhaagta tha jis cheez se aakhir usi taane baane me main ulajhta reh gaya...

aaj fir bhari hui yaaro ki mehfil mein m ek akela fir tanhaa reh gaya!!!

chaaha jo shyayad naseeb me kabi likha hi nahi tha ye to bas ek sapna sa tha

hazaaro the paas fir bhi dil dhund raha na jaane kyu koi apnaa sa tha........

is tanhaayi me ek baar fir dil paagalo ki tarah roya hai......

jaagna to ab aadat si ho gayi h...us raat k baad kaun kambakhjt soyaa hai........

has leta hu khushi dikhata hu aur yaaro k sath hasta hasaata bhi hun..

par jab beeta hua kal yaad aata hai to bilklul toot jaata hu......

sapne jisne kabhi neend me b nhi dekhe the wo khuli aakho se khwaab sajaa betha.......

ye dil ek baar fir teri yaado ko gale se lagaa betha!!!!!!!

......lamheey!!!

ye lamhe yuhi beet jayenge bas yaado k nazraane reh jaayege...

kehna chaahege to bass itna k hum tumko kabhi naa bhool payege...

mere beete huye kal ki galtiya shyd mujpe bhaari pad gayi..

par ab to saali un galtiyo se bhi lagtaa hai yaari pad gayi

aakhir wo sab muje saari umar sataati rahengi,,,aur unhi ki wajah se ye yaadein muje tadpaati rahengi...

jab kabhi socha dil lagaauga,, tabhi sachha pyar ho gaya...

par mera beeta hua kal us pyaar ko door bhagaane pe sawaar ho gaya...

aaj pyaar to kho gaya par ek bahut pyaara dost paaya hai,,,

par ae dost muje maaf karna mene tuje bahut rulaaya hai....

par khud m uss se bhi jaada roya hu,,us raat ke baad se ab tak main naa chaen se soyaa hu,,,

haath tera chootne ka darr sataata rrehta hai,,apna rishta tutne ka darr sataata rehta haii

tabhi main sab kuch karta kehta aur karta hu,,,bas yaar ek tere mujse khafaa hone main bahut dartaa hu,,,

maaf kar dena muje meri bhool k liye bas saari umr rabb se yahi dua kartaa hu....

succha moti,,,,!!!

mukkar jande ne uh waada karke..

rok lende ne kadam aaun  da iraada karke...

asi v pyaar ghat karaage dosto...

delh leya anjaam usnu pyaar jaada karke!!!!!

eh dard awalla aee...eh peed awalli aee..,,,

asi khunde kikkar de uh suchha moti aee...

tenu jitt v ni sakde mull le v hunda niiiii....

tu ki ae saade layi eh keh v hunda niii.....

on the cold wet dirt i cry... ;

roye to bahut magar aaj aansu nahi aaye...

tanha khade reh gaye taate bas aate jaate hue saaye...

un yaadon ki dehleez par aaj reh gaye akele..bas niharte hue k mne kya paaya kya h khoya..

aaj fir tanhaayi me ghuta ye mann,,,aaj fir m bahut roya!!!

akela tha m aaj usi anjaan shehar me jahaan aaj se teen sal pehle kai sapne le kar aya tha,,,

aaj na sapne h naa insaan hain yaadein b dhundali ho kar reh gayi...sab kuch kho kar mene kuch b nhi paya hai...

hansta bhaut hun sablke liye par dil se hanse arsa ho gaya....

khwaab to pehle hi nahi aate the,,ab to neend aani bhi band ho gayi bas karwate badalte reh gaya...

angry birds!!!!

m not bad,,,i knw m not..m jus impatient..impatient alot!!!

those who knw me knw this fact,,,that i m crazy...i react very badly n react on the spot !

i knw ma bad qualities there aint much to talk about the good ones man...

the bad ones alwayss tak ovah the good ones,,damnnnnnnnnnnnn

i care abt others much more thn they want from me..thats y i loose em...

dn knw knw wats wrng in shwing wats in yer <3 for em,,,

m simple m m to the face n i speak wats thr within me at any moment f time...

i dn th words m writin whether they do or don rhyme...

m writng my thoughts m writin ma words ,,,

in a way i am capturin them,,,m capturin some angry birds,

these birds dat can never b captured that can nevah b tamed...

these can only b shared ,,can neva b framed...

luckily i hv found a way to exprsss my feelings and thoughts that are plenty..

i always fin my heart a li'l lite now...n brain always emptyyyyy... 

ek ehsaas...

bahut dino baad aaj ehsas hua akelapan kya hota h.. anjaan shehar me jab m tanha khada hua bin tere..
aaj tadap utha dil jab ehsaas hua tere door jaane ka tab laga k har saans adhoori h bin tere...

maana k m anjaan tha ik din tere liye ,par aaj is dil me dosti aur pyaar h sirf tere liye..
jo ehsaas diya tune muje apnepan ka use na m bhulaa paugaa.,marte dam tak ae dost m teri dosti nibhaunga...
aaj duriyaa hai darmiyaa to kya gham hai???dooriyo se dosti ka rishta kya kabhi hua kam hai?/

bataa ae dost!!!!

who am i?

who am i??? a shadow a myth or a friend??? or someone whose jus worth hating..

m definitely not a friend i definitely can't b hated,,,i am definitely a myth a shadow that's fading..

my mind stops working...my heart fills up with tears when i realise how i react..

i can not hate myself,,nor can i run away from being me that's a bitter fact!!!

i thank you for bearing me  for being there as my friend always when i need...

oh my GOD how i react i don understand the other person's need....

i wish i could grow up as soon as possible in life and be mature ...

so that i do not hurt you...it's already enough i can't hurt you anymore...

neither can i live alone but i know you can't be with me in life forever..

because the way i imagine things purposelessly you can ever...

to hate myself is also not any solution for this trouble my friend...

i am just trying,,waiting and waiting....for all this to end....

forever n always....

i saw you ...yes i did.. on a lonely road today....

where emptiness was all around even the shadow was fading away...

it was a lonesome place pretty spooky and very cold...

i was running out of breath on your path i was loosing my hold...

suddenly i realised you were running far far away

like in my life from now you are not going to stay...

my legs trembled my hands shook and body was giving it up..

but i remembered all our memories and our plans in life to never give up...

suddenly i realised that blood in my heart was pumping again...

your thoughts woke me up and i was ready on my feet jumping again...

suddenly i realised it was all a part of some scary dream

my mouth fell wide open and i uttered a scream..

i saw you lying alongside me i kissed you on your forehead,,

i cuddled around you and gave you a hug and left from the bed,,,

dooriyan...miles apart

dekha abhi aasman mein do taaron ke bich ka faasla..unke beech ki doori..

mann mei khayal aaya kyu huwe ye door??  kya rahi hogi inki majboori??

fir yaad aaya ek cheez hoti h jiska naam rakha gaya h kismat..

jisme jo likha gay h uske saamne to insaan b hai bebas,,

door rehkar b un taaro me jagmagaahat jab naa huyi kam.. .

to socho yaaro pyaar ka ehsaas bada hua ya dori ka gham??

ek duje ko khush dekhne k liye jagmaate rahe dono jab tak raakh na huwe...

muskuraate rahe logo k liye diye jalaate gaye jab tak paak naa huwe...

isi himmat ka naam to pyaar ka rishta kehlataa hai..

jo hamein mushkilo mein bhi muskuraana aur jeena sikhata hai,,,,

dooriyan kitni bhi aajaye darmiyaa rishtey kabhi mit te nahi,..

jo dost sachhi dosti karte h wo in majburiyo ko samajhte h jhukte nahi...

dosti ka naata hi itna sachha aur gehra hai,,,

tabhi to dost ko buri nazar se bachaane k liye dosti ka hamesha ek pehraa haii...samje dost...

garaj....

aaj mann bahut udaas h kyoki mera dost khush nahi...

aaj mann khafa h kyuki mere pass mere dost ko hasaane k liye kuch nahi...

baadal b garaj kar mujse naaraz ho rahe hain...

mere dost ko udaas dekh kar ab to wo b ro rahe hain.,...

fir bhi main jaanta hun hun mere dost k dil k gehraayi ko,,

samajta hu uske aankho aur mann me chupi us tanhaayi ko,,,

koshish to poori karta hun tang karke paka ke use hasaane ki 

kyuki aadat si ho gayi hai uski ek muskaan k liye kuch bhi kar jaane ki..

dosti ka ye haq m taaumar nibhaunga..

waada h mar bhi gaya to teri khushi k liye us khuda se b jhagad k m aaunga..

likhne wale sach hi likh gaye hai k dosti anmol hain..

mere paas aur kuch nahi ae dost bas tuje jo pasand aaye yahi chnd bol hain,,,,

muskurra de ik baar to sab theek ho jaaye ye duniya khil jaaye,,,

teri hasi to aesi h ki rote huye bande ko bhi muskuraane par majboor kar jaaye...

 so please be happy dear...

dobaraa...

aj fir se ye ehsaas hua akelepan kaa....dard se tadap rahe is tanha mann ka...

jin aankho mein pyaar kabhi chalakta tha,,aaj unhi nazro mein ehsaas hua apne liye anjaanepan ka...

rona to bahut chaaha par kambakht aansu bhi uske saamne naa aye.. 

ye lab to hain bethe muskurahat mein hi sab dard chupaaye..

pyaar ek tadap ek kashish me badal gaya reh gayi to bas yaadein...

koshish ki bahut lekin bhula naa paaya wo muskurahat wo hansi aur wo saari baatein...

kiya tha jab pyaar to deewanapan tha ,,ek ajeeb si khushi me booba ye mann tha..

aaj baaki h to bas tanhaayi aur wo yaadon ka daaman...bacha h zindagi mein kabhi na bharne waala khaalipan....

ab naa zarurat h koi na hi koi pyaar aur naa hi kisi ki talaash...

ek jism hai kehne ko warna ban gaya hu ik chalti firti laash,,,,

winter's first walk in the rain...

deep blue sky,, foggy lights and empty roads...

walking alone is so pleasing and i enjoy lonely walks loads n loads...

the first winter night of 2011 and cold has arrived,,,

22seasons of chilliness i have survived...

looking all around with music in my head and beats pumping...

a few stray dogs here n poor kids in rags playing and jumping..

this is also a face of life created by the ALMIGHTY created by GOD..

we sleep in our cozy beds and many have to sleep on the road...

still they are better than us as they are carefree..

unlike like us who have everything but still don knw what's there that always gives us a worry...

broken down

What happens when you are wasted still mind s not empty???

Something s always troubling you, mind is never set free,,,

Thoughts always keep haunting you, something s always bothering you,

Wherever you go, you feel like somebody s following !!

Worrying thoughts always keep on gathering….

Not even for a single moment your mind is resting..

You pretend to all that you don’t need anybody,,…

But deep inside your heart you long for somebody;;;;

You’ve never let anyone ever come close to your heart,

You don’t remember anything that’s been your life’s part!!!

You make others happy, always took their worries n shared…

But nobody ever understood you, nobody ever cared,,,

You made your life solitary, even after being with all,

After a few moments of happiness, a long and dark sadness to call…

Mind s never stable, always in search of something.,

You never understood, what you want from life for you to bring!!!!

Hopes get dashed, dreams get shattered down,

But in front of the world, you cant get BROKEN DOWN..,..,.,

Deep inside your heart some hopes are present,,,

But you never understood what those hopes ever meant!!!!

wide awake

Its midnight and m still wide awake,

Thoughts are plenty, everything seems to be fake,

What am I looking for, What I need from life,

What would complete my empty life,

A hand to hold on, a shoulder I can cry on,

A lap I could fall asleep in, when am lost someone to hold n carry me on..

To take me away, to give my soul a feeling of peace and content,,

Someone who understands without even saying what I ever meant,,

No matter what might ever come someone to stand me by,

To support me in whatever I do, never question why???

Someone to soothe my burning soul .

Someone that would keep my thoughts under control !!!!

i didn't realise...

Somebody knocked at my heart,

                                                I did not realize,,,

Somebody needed to be with me,,

                                                With love in her eyes!!!

I could have found someone,

                                             To hold my hand forever,,

Somebody who could be with me,

                                             Leave me never,,

But like the fool I am,

                                             And shall always be,

M left stranded alone,

                                             With a heart that is empty.,

I have heard that

                                             Whatever goes around comes around,

Does that mean I’d also find love,

                                             How amazing it sounds…

When the person you loved you cared for,

                                             Is far and long gone,,

I know in the end,,,

Everybody s bound to be alone

not even at all

I want you to comfort me, whenever nobody is around.,

Hold my hand and walk with me, whenever tough times come around,

I see you besides me and  feel wherever I go,

What is all this happening;  I don’t know

In the darkness of loneliness and shadows of sadness,

I felt you as a part of me  when my life was in a total mess,

A smile on your face a charm around you,

What so ever might come, together we’d go through,

I was isolated, lonesome and broken deep down inside,

But you came o my life and brought to me a smile

Sorrows were long gone pain I could not feel,

It seemed that someone came and all my wounds healed

Joys were allover and happiness to surround,

But soon all was gone, I got lost in sorrow n was never found

Although the heart still pains, feelings ache and tears fall,

But in front of the world I don’t bother not even a little, not even at all

Moods are always blue darkness deep inside the heart,

From within my soul I feel completely torn apart

Dryness in thoughts only willpower to show,

To express myself, I got only words to show

Expression of thoughts and sharing of feelings,

Moments full of pain and never ending times of healing,

Am not aware of what my life is bringing,

But songs full of joy n happiness is all I am singing.

Because life’s journey is long and has to be taken as it comes,

Everything can bring sadness, if you want every moment can play joy drums!!!!

Challa @ Panjab University

                                             “ABOHARIAN CHALLA”

    Challa abohar to aaya,,P.U. vich DR banaaya, jindari nu kamm te laaya..

Raat din paraunthe khaundaa,,yara vich hasda hasaundaa…

      Challa stem cell parhda lab vich cell grow kardaa,,

Sabh naal gallan v kardaaa

VC nal pange lendaa,,baad vich tension lendaa

      Challa ghumda firdaa chaldaa,,life diyaa maujaa kardaa

      Oye Challa spikes bnaundaa,,cool jihiyaa tshirts paundaa,,

 pizze burger khaunda ,,baad vich poemaa bnaundaa!!

      Challa firdaa kallah,,hoya rehndaa  jhalla,,

Yaara de haase te mardaa,,yaara diyaa siftaa kardaa..

      Yaara da yaar h chaala ,,kudiyaa de maamle ch JHALLA,,

Kudi na usto fasdi bas duro dekh dekh hasdii..

Challa fer v beparwaah uhnu ni koi parwaahh…

      Challa kuj v kardaa,uh taa bas rbb to dardaa

Abohar nu badaa hi miss kardaa,….

Challe de yaar mast maulaa..,saara din paunde raulaa

      Yaara bin reh ni uh sakdaa uhnaa di rah rehndaa takdaa..

      Yaara bun kuj v ni challa reh janda bilkul kalla..

Challe de yaar rehn wasde,,sadaa uh rrehn bas hasde,,

Rabb rakhe uhnaa utte meher..ki ukhad kau uhnaa da koi fer..

Burrraaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

nayan barse...

the rain has brought along loadsof memories..

memories worth cherishing,,memories worth crying...

its been like that my life 

worth living sometimes worth dying..

some crazy thoughts some crazy things

but the most funny were those lazy things

the more i run away from these the more they haunt me in my head 

when i wake up or whenever i go to bed....

but rain has been with me since i was a kid 

water used to flow from clouds and at the same time from my eyelids...

rainy season rainy season the best thing i have ever felt in ma life...

the pain of tears tastes so sweet even after a terrible bite...

the clouds thundering....

the season's first rain has come leaving in this heart some memories and lots of pain...

the thunders the shower and the sound of this breeze brings along many hopes and dreams.....

sometimes lonesome lost in my own thoughts i have my own NEVERLAND...

where childhood never ends where my wishes are in my hand....

to live too dance to sing and to enjoy the freedom and cherish everything that i have

i am nobody to give up my desires that i have....

i love my emptiness and the lonely space around me.,,

it brings me to arjun it gives me my individuality.....

khwaab

neend na aayi kambakht rat fir ek khwaab de gayi....kuch beete huwe lamho ka hisaab de gayi.,,

socha tha khatm hui ek raat par ye saali zindagi to sapno kipoori ik kitaab de gayi...

dekhta chahta hu jo m khuli aankho se jeena chahta hu jin lamho ko jee bha r ke..

aksar tootne kar dar lagta hai par main jee nahi sakta auron ki tarah mar mar ke...

khwaab dekhe h to pure karne ke haunsaley bhi mann mei rkh liye h...

bas ek dar h to ye k kahin zindagi kam na pad jaaye jeene k liye....

special one

tuje m pyaar karu aur itna pyaar karuu,,,,k jab talak ye shamma jale m tera intezaar karu...

tuje nahi pata kitni bechaini h is dil me..tuje nahi pata har pal m kese jee raha hu,,

ik aas h to bas in aansuon ki,,jab talak ye chalak rahe h main zindaa hun ..

tadap hai dil mein,,kashish hai milne ki tujse, par tu zaalim itna khafa h mujse...

marte dam tak m tera intezaar karu,,,,

tuje m pyaar karu aur itnaa pyar karu.......