rooh....

Adhoori si mulaakaat adhoori si ikk baat,,,

Chorr jati h dil me wo dard jis ka tujhe ehsaas nahi

Tu do jahaan ki jaddo jehad me bhool jaati h mujhe

Aur mujhe lagta h k mai tere liye khaas nahi L

Har din issi sachhayi se ladta hu main

K tu meri hai ya mere liye koi sapna hai???

Aaj tak nahi paar pa sako hu un lamho ki yaado se

Jab tune kaha tha mujhe ‘tu mera, mera apna hai :’(

Raaton ko uth uth kar karaah uthta hu aaj bhi

Arram se sona to kya,, sirf sone ko tarastaa hu

Chup kar kone me sirhaane k neechey aaj bhi main

Har raat ghane kaale baadal k jese barastaa hu L

Yaadon se door jaane ki harsu koshish krta hu

Duniyaa ko dikhaane ko, aaj bhi main khul k hastaa hu

Par logo ko hassaane wale mehfil me, aksar tnahaayi ka shikaar hote hai

Main bhi kuch wesa hi hu,, jo hasin ki mhefil me roti rooh sa bastaa hu 

eh kehji judaayi :(

Sab kujh de k v kujh kami reh jaandi h

Khushiya kinniya v mil jaan, akhhan ch name reh jaandi h

Saadi jaan ta us di hi nikal gyi c jad tum uh modeya c

Hun ta bss hadd pinjar di muth h jo turi jaandi h

Tutte taareya de wang raakh bnde jaa rahe ha

Teri uddek vicch assi khaak bande jaa rahe haa

Kassoor kismet da c ya k is waqt da si smjh nhi aaundi

Tere ishq di taangh vich assi ikk mazaak bande ja rhe ha

Naa paaun di iccha c tenu naa khon di chaah

Ikk war jadd meri baahan vich tu c, ta saari duniyaa meri ho gyi c fanaa

Par khushiya nu kehnde ne bhedi duniyaa nazar dindi h laga

Naseeb ch nahi c saath taa hi ta wakh ho k lyi jaande ha hje tak saah

Mud takkde ha uhna raah nu jithe pyaar di saanjh c paayi

Ki din c uh, ki mauke si.. har ikk pal ch sari umar c jiwe bitaayi

Naa mud hun uh din aaune ne naa mud aauniya raata

Reh gyi h ta lekhan vich vas k umr bhar di judaayi L

hum pehle hi achhe the

Door jaane ki chaahat na thi

Par uski khushi k aage hum jhuk gye

Nazre churaana hamari fitrat na thi

Par uski muskaan pe hum ruk gye

Chaaha to tha badi shiddat se, Magar jaante na the

K meri ishq aur uski mohabbat,K rang hi alag alag thi

Main pagalo ki tarah use chaahta tha

Aur wo pagal thi jo mujhse chaht kar bethi thi…

Dard to bahut hua magar seh gye

Mere aansu chhupe dabe dabe se reh gye

Wo humein alvidaa keh kar chal diye

Us din se hum maut k intezaar me bethe reh gye L

Jaate waqt hassi thi unki chaal me

Labon pe ithlaati thi khushiyon ki chamm cham

Yahi taaumr humne chaaha tha rabba

Door bhale krde par dede mujhe uske job hi the saare gham

Shikaayat kya krte maanghi humne kuch aesi cheez thi

Jo thi hamari aaukaat se bahar, fir kese paa skte the

Kar k ishq khud ko bhulaa bethe na jaane kyu,,,

Hum to pehle waale asshiq mizaaz hi acche the L

aaj jaane ki zid na karo

Aaj jaane ki zid naa karo,,,,

Hum to mar jaayege teri chahat me yun

Door jaao na yu tum sanam…

 

Kese seh jaayenge itni tanhaayiaan

Tere naa pass hone ka gham??

Dekh lo tum zara kitne veeran se hain

Jab se door huwe hain sanam….

Aaj jaane ki zid na karo….

Yun hi pehlu me bethe raho….

Kitni muddat se tha  Intezaar hume

Aaj aaye ho tum itna tadpaane k baad

Ikk ik pal tha jese sadiyon ki trah

Kya tumhe nahi aati thi meri bhi yaad?

again from the start. . .

You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever met

You’ve given me moments I can never forget

You are the one who made me merry when I was blue

I can forget how to breathe, but how can I forget you???

You were my rain you were my sunshine

You were the only one in this world that I felt was mine

Even when I was lonely you gave me a shoulder to lean to

Ours is a bond that not many will understand too…

A hand of yours in hand of mine

And everything just seems so fine

Even when you are not near, and you have gone far

I can feel you breathing right close to my heart

The love the warmth, the friendship the care

These are some of the things that will always be there

No matter we are close or far apart

I’d like to start this journey with you right from the start

Maasoom si un nazro ne jab dekha hamein ik baar

Deewane ban bethe kar bethe un se pyaar

 

Chashmo k jharonkhe se un neele nigaahon ne

Shrmaa k mujhe dekha balkhaati adaaon se

Teere nazar dil ke usi pal me paar ho gya

Jhalla to m pehle hi tha,, aashiq ab yaar ho gya

Us din se shuru yun huyi Kahaani ik anjaani si

ye Raja to mukammal tha, kami thi to bas rani ki

 

Beet te waqt k saath tadap badhti gyi is kadar

iss Raja k dil kit hi naa us kamsin ko koi khabar

Himmat jutaa kar fir ikk din Raja ne badhaya kadam

Rishte ki mukammal shuruat dosti se kyu na karein hum???

Sharmaate huwe rani ne thaama raja ka hath

Aur yahi se shuru huyi is pyaar ki ikk shuruaat J

Gunehgaar hu m tera jo tujhe pyaar

De naa paaya jo tujhe kabhi the mene izhaar kiya

Bhaagte h hum khushiyon ki aur

Aur mene tujhe khud se door jaane ka har maukaa diya

Bada h dil tera jo aaj bhi tu mere saath hai

Tere badappan k aage meri kya aukaat hai

Karz kabhi na main chukaa nahi paauga teraa..

Ki tune mujhpe khushiyon ki jo barsaat hai

Ikk main hun begairat jisne hmesha

Tera dil tod kar chakna choor kiya

Ikk tu hai nekdil sangemarmar ki moorat

Jisne har tanhaayi k mauke pe mera saath diya J

Bepanaah mohabaat to kar li tujhse

Par us mohabaat ko nibhaana na aaya

Maang nahi sakta tujhse ab saath hone ka haq

Aur ye haq mene khud hi h ganwaaya L

Glti pe glti mai karta gya

Sochaa naa tha ikk din aese bhanwar me fass jauga

Dhokha diya mene tera har mod per

Iss gunaah ki sazaa m paana chahunga

Tere mere rishte ko mene

Har mod per neeche dikhaaya hai

Fir bhi tanhaayi ki un galiyon me

Mene har pal tujhe saaye ki tarah saath paaya hai

Bahut bada h tera dil

Jo iss naapak se rishta nibhaane ki chaahat hai

Mai to iss layak nahi k tere saaye k aas pass fatak saku

Ikk tu h jisne mujhe banaaya apni dosti k laayak h

Toota hai to kya hua, dil to dil hai na

Dhadakta h kisi aur k liye to kya kru???

Na chaaha tha fir bhi ho gya ishq mujhe,,,

Ab dard mein hi dawa h to main kya karu???

Reh nahi skta tere bin, she nahi skta teri doori

Tu mera nahi hai, kisi aur ka hai ye bhi jaanta hu

Dard hota hai tujhe kisi aur ka hote dekh kar,,,

Kyuki aaj bhi sachhe dil se main tujhe apna manta hu L

Di jo tune sazaa tujhse pyaar karne ki ,,,

Kya tha mera qasoor ikk baar ye to bataa jaataa

Kyu?? Jab rulaana hi tha to pass aaya kyu ??

Kam se kam dil todne ki wajah to de jaata ..

Apnaaya tha kisi aur ko,, tune banaaya tha use apna

to fir mujhe shamil apni zindagi me kyu kiya..

khoon k aansua ka ye dariya behta chorr kar,,

tune mujhe janmo janmo k liye tanha kyu kiya???

Jawaab nahi maangti,,naa hi koi safaayi chaahti h meri rooh

Chaht h to bas sukoon ki maut tere gale lag kar,,,

Khaer naseeb me to mere wo bhi nahi likha mere…

Likha h to tadapna yahi isi dharti per har pal jal-jal kar :’(

Is dard-e-dil ki sifarish ab karde koi bhala…

K mil jaye ise wo barish jo bhigaade poori tarah…

Tanhaa hu main, duniya ki is bheed me

Ye jaane hai tu,, ya jaane na???

Adhoora hu main tere bin is zindagi mein,,,

Aur adhoora hi main reh jaaungaaa L

Saans meri tera naam hi le,

Reh reh kar paigaam ye de,,,

Kyu h bitaana ek bhi pal…

Tere bin yahaaa????

Is dard-e-dil ki sifarish ab karde koi bhala…

K mil jaye ise wo barish jo bhigaade poori tarah…

Ki thi shuru… jo kahaani tune aur mene…

Wo kyu beech mein hi reh gayiiii…

Mere ishq ki …thi jo ankahii dastaan…

Kyu wo aansuon mein behhh gayiii L

Kat ti h raat tere intezaar me,

Reh gyi thi kya kami mere pyaar mein???

Toot k reh gaya choot k reh gya….

Mera aasmaa… L

Is dard-e-dil ki sifarish ab karde koi bhala…

K mil jaye ise wo barish jo bhigaade poori tarah…

Jee bhar k roye yaado ko apne daaman me samet kar

Teri yad me aaj fir hum bnajar zameen ho k reh gye,,

Khayaal to bahut the is dil me mere,

Lekin sehme sehme se wo ander hi reh gaye..

Rabba pyaar ki aesi sazaa dushman ko bhi na dena

Jab sath nahi ho paana to door usi waqt kr de

Zinddaa laash ban kar jeene se accha hai,

Usi waqt is rooh ko fanaa karde…

Aese kis gunaah ki sazaa di hai,

Jo itni berahmi se jahannum k moohn me dhakelaa hai

Saath mere saara zamaanaa hai aaj ..

Fir bhi bheed me kyu ye arjun aaj tanhaa akela hai L

Ronaa chaahu to aansu bhi dagaa de jaate hai,

Teri ishq ki intehaa de kar, ye bhi gair ho jaate hai

Le skti hai to ye yaad bhi le leja ab mujhse

Inn yaadon k bawander mujhe har raat maut de jaate hai L

Nahi hai ab pyaar se mujhe matlab,

Chhahta nahi ab kissi aur ko apnaana

Chaah kar bhi nahi kar paauga ishq ab kisi se

Yahi meri daastan h, aesi hi mujhe h chalte jaana

Kyuki tum hi ho, ab tum hi ho,Meri asshiqui ab tum hi ho,

Lekin main nahi wo asshiq hu, Jiski tumhe h iltejaa..

Main kabhi nahi thaa teri zindagi me aane ka haqdaar,,,

Aesa mazaaak kismet ka mere saath hua…

Reh nahi paata tha main tere bin ikk pal bhi

Tu bhi nahi reh paati thi kabhi,,,

Par wo waqt ab nahi raha na hi wo baat rahi…

Ab teri zindagi me meri zarrorat nahi,.,,

Chorr kar jaa raha hu ye duniyaa ye mehfil..

Kaam ka nahi ab mere ye manzar ye kaarawaa….

Jaate jaate bhi yahi kahuga k tum hi ho aur hmesha rahogi,,,

Meri adhoori chaahat mere iklote ishq ki daastan L

Ikk ikk gulaab saanu kanda lagge,

Tere baajo na saanu kuj changa lagge

Tu gaira de naal ja k beh gayi hai,

Saanu ta har saah hun ikk fansi da fanda lagge

Mehsoss hundi teri kami har mod te

Khoon de hanju ronde reh jaane haa

Tu saade haase nu haasa samjh lendi h

Assi dil ch samandar chupaa k beh jaane aa

Kade smjhi hundi saade darde dil nu

Taa inj saadi akkhiya agge gairan de full na chukkdi

Saadi jind iwe mukk jaani hai,

Par eh ghama di raat nazar nhi aundi mukkdi

Tenu pyar krde haa k nafrat,,

Eh gall aje tak samjhan di koshish haa karde

Tu hassdi rahe sadaa vassdi rahe

Assi change haa inj ujjde ujjde

no love at all...

Do I look like a man who would care?

When someone left me alone?

I used be the same until you came,

But like a flash before I could notice u were gone

You left me with scars that will never heal

And pain that still causes ache in my soul

You broke me, shattered me and tore me apart

What prompted you to leave me tell it to me all L

Was my love a little too much

Or was it too less for you to lead your life?

Or the mistakes I made were too much to forgive

Or did I feel like a liar when to you I apologized?

I still have nightmares of you leaving me

I cannot sleep even in the darkest of nights

It’s been way too long since I had peace inside me

There’s always a disturbed me and all my never ending inner fights L

There’s no love left inside of me,

Only a rage that burns me completely

But no one can understand what I go through

Coz I can hide my feelings very neatly

sapno ki duniyaa,,,,

Kaash m is dard ko bayana kar paata

Jo har baar tu de jaata hai

M tere pass aane ki umeed karta hu

Aur tu har baar door jaane ki wajah de jaata h

Iss raat ki tanhayi ko tu kya jaane ae dost

Khudaa kare tere naseeb me kabhi tanhaayi na ho

Humne to aadat daal li andhero me jeene hi,

Aur dua karte h teri zindagi me kabhi ruswaayi na ho

Muh se nikale huye shabd aur kamaan se nikale teer

Kabhi wapis nahi mode jaa skte, wese hi

Ikk baar jo toot jaatein hai rishte

Wo taumr koshisho k bawajood

Dobara nahi jode ja sakte L

Tu meri thi hi nahi kabhi Ikk jhootha khwab tha..

Jo neend khulte hi toot gaya mera

Thaan liya us din se mene fir na karuga kisi se pyaar

Us din se din din na raha,, mera sathi ban gya tanhaa raaton ka andhera

Kuch sawaalo k ujawaab maangna chahta tha

Tujhse mere lamho ka hisaab maangna chahta tha

Par ab koi ichha nahi rahi tujhse maangne ki

Faad di yaadon ki tune wo kitaab jo m maangna chahta tha

Bol kar aese bol jo sannata kar gye meri duniyaa me

Tod gaye mere kaanch ka mahal jo sambhal kar rkhna chahta tha

Sabne kaha tha sapno me jeena chorr de, Par main hi pagal tha

Sabke khilaaf jaa kar jo sapno duniya bacha kar rkhna chahta tha….

tadap...

Dil mera tod diya usne buraa kyu maanu

Aakhir todne ka haq bhi to mene hi diya tha

Tanhaa akele chodd diya usne par shikwa kya

Zindagi bhar saath chalne ka waada to nahi kiya tha

Na de paaya use wo har khushi jo sochi thi

Mil gyi use mohabbat kisi aur se gilaa nahi

Naseeb mein nahi likha tha milnaa hamaara

Ab kyu shikayat karu uske liy jo milaa nahi

Chupp chupp kar bahut royaa hu mai tanhaayi me

Jaanta hu tadapi to wo bhi baut hogi magar

Chhahat mene bhi ki thi chaaat usne bhi ki thi

M khada reh gya aur wo darr gyi dekh kar kaanto bhari dagar

Aasaan nahi hoga ye mene kabhi socha na tha

Yahi kehta tha use ki mauka mile to apni khushiyo ki taraf jaana

Par sochaa na tha kabhi uski khushi mujhse door jaane me hogi

Khaer ban na tha ban gya,, koi na koi bahaana

Tu kahaa chali gyi mujhse door ye nahi jaanta

Magar baarish ki boonde ab bhi is jalte huwe man to tadpaa jaati hai

Bhulaana chaahta hu har wo lamha magar kya karu

Reh reh kar kahin naa kahin se teri yaadd aa jaati hai L

dil chaahta hai...fir se

Toot kar chaahne ko tujhe dil chaahta hai,

Aaj in baahon me tujhe thaamne ko dil chaahta hai

Kya hote h ye dil k jazbaat bhi..

Aaj fir se tujhe toot kar chaahne ko dil chaahta hai

Zamaane ki nazro se door le kar kahi

Aaj udd jaane ko mera ye dil chaahta hai

Tu meri hai main tera hoon hmesha

Iss jhooth ko aaj fir se sach maan ne ko dil chaahta hai

Kami jo reh gyi thi pichli dafaa meri mohabbat mei

Aaj us sab ko bhulaa kar nayi shuruaat karne ka

Tujhe apnaane ka apna banaane ka,

Saato janmo k liye jud jaane ko dil chaahta hai

Mil jaayege tujhe laakho mujh jese

Par tu laakhon me ek hai ye dil jaanta hai

Arz kar sakta hu ikk aakhri tujhe mai,

Uss khuda se tujhe har dafaa maangne ko dil chaahta hai

Kaun hun main kya hun mai kaha se aaya

Iss sab ko bhool jaane ko dil chaahta hai

Bhula kar do jahaan ki saari bandishe

Teri baahon me hmesha k liye samaa jaane ko dil chaahta hai