off beat

i can not say anything now,
i don't have a mind that works,
but my brains goes through a lot everyday
everyday it almost bursts :'(
you told me our relation wont be affected,
be it anything,,,
but in just a few moments of separateness,
you forgot everything :"(
i can not cry and i wont because i promised,
but deep inside my heart,
i want myself to get vanished