kuch ankahee see baatei...

kaun hu main,,kya hu main ,,,,
duniya ki is bheed me kyu khada tanhaa hu main???
aaj meri kamiyon ne muje is kadar hai jhukaa diya,,,
shayad inhi ne hai mujhe jeena bhi sikha diya!!
khush hu main jaanta ye nahi ya hu main udaas.....
 ksi ke paas hone ka kyu nahi jaata hai ehsaas.......
itna itna zaada wo ban gaya hai khaas ,,,,
sab hai mere paas aur paas kuch bhi nahi ....
pata nahi chalaa ye sab kya hua galat ya sahi??????
aankho mein aaj bhi kyu hai nami???

us chehre ki us doori ki hai aur hamesha rahegi kami,,,,,
firta u talaash me betha hu intezaar meiii...
shayad wo lamhe fir aa jaaye fir kho jaau main pyaar mein...
chcooth gaya hai bahut kuch peeche ,,,mud kar dekhta hu to ehsaas hota hai......
duniya samajhti hai mai bahut khush hu,,,par adner se ye dil paagalo ki tarah rota ha...
jab use wapis usi dagar par jaate dekhta hu,,jahaa se wo mere paas aaya tha,,
rok nahi paata apne aansuo ko,,, kyu usne mujhe pyaar karna sikhaaya tha!!!
mere hone naa hona ab bematlab sa lagta hai,,,
use kho to chukaa hu ab to yaado ko bhi khone ka darr lagta hai...
roya to bahut hu par ab to saale aansu bhi dagaa de jaate hai,,,,
bahar nahi aate,,,ander hi ander chupp kar reh jaate hai....
aakhir kyu hai ye sab jab kyu hai aise haal aur kya hai is sab ka maltab??
kya samajh paaya hu pyaar ko main?? kya jaan paaya hu uska matlab??