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Thursday, 26 January 2012

wat love wants you to be....

what has love done to me!!!! what has happened to me???
i've become someone whom i never thought i could be.....
from a freak, a crazy human being.....
i've transformed into a serious senti thing....
no matter i thought i never imagined myself in this avataar!!!
i don knw if you like me or hate me...,,,but man sachme these are the side effects of PYAAR!! hahahaa...
i still love the way i am..i still am really happy...
u gotta change for someone if thats wat love wants you to be....
but its an amazin feelin when you are there for someone selflessly...
and someone always looks for you when she is feelin lonely.....
this is what love is all about,,,this is what is reality!!!
for love you can do everything....but it does not happen to everybody!!
only lucky people fall in true love only a few hav this courage to accept..
because true love does not happen to all,,,,and that my dear is my life's FACT!!!!

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

kaashhhh...

kyu??? aakhir kyu??? khud se hi m bn gaya hu ajnabee kyu??
kaun hun main??? kya hun mai?? kya kar raha hu??
samaj nahi aata jee raha hu yaa mar raha hu,,,,??
dhundta hai mann pata nahi kya?? aesi kya cheez h jiski muje talaash h....
jo cheez sabse pyari hoti hai, usi k paane ko lekar hi ek sawaal kyu...kyu aa jata wahi pe KAASH hai???
dekhta hu shayad thda bahut soch b pata hu,,,par na jaane samaj kab paauga??
m to aese jeena chaahta hu,,jaane kyu sab kehte h k main aese kese jee paauga?

kitne sawaal hai jinke hain nahi koi bhi jawaab..
khwahishe hai anginat,,,anokhe se hai khwaab..........
arjun kaun h??kya hai?? iska kisi paas kya hai koi jawaab???
muje nahi pata main tanha betha kyaa sochta hu kya mann me chalta hai......
kabhi kabhi akelaapan bhi muje bahut khaltaa hai..................................
kaash!! kaash pe aa kar sab tham jaata hai sab kuch badal jaata hai.......
khwaahishe puri kaun nahi karna chaahta... par khwaahishe puri karne me jeewan lag jaata hai!!!!

Thursday, 19 January 2012

its trUe..................................

am i better off now???am i better off a quitter??
i really wanna know.... am i better off without her....!!!!???
you tell me urself about us....wat was the best part,,,
was it when we moved together,,or was it when we moved apart????
there were days when nobody was with me,,,nobody around!!
and i was goin crazy shoutin your name all over the town...;)
no pals to hang out with no fun i wanted to have in ma life at all.,...
it was a roller coaster ride,,,when i was at the top i had a fallllllllll..........................

my thoughts are still influenced ,.. the words tht come outta ma mouth are jus for you,,,,,
these words are what i have in ma heart...these words are so TRUE...
beneath them lies...my feelings and ma love...and ma heart!!!
we are not together tht i can understand!!! but Y are we far apart????? :((