SPAM

The words that come from your mouth mean a lot to me,

They can be the reason of my sadness or a reason for glee

You might forget sooner, whatever you say,

But believe me angel, in my mind everything stays

I am unable to get rid of it and unable to figure it out,

What should I say to you, when my own mind has so much to doubt,

I am not angry at all; I am not worried even a bit,

I want you to go ahead and have fun, but remember me that’s it!

I try to forget, I try to run and I try to go away,

But I become helpless, that is all I can say :(

A friend, an enemy or a special one for you, I don’t know who I am,

But I want a place in your heart’s inbox; never want to go in SPAM ;)

When I look at the happier side of it, I figure out a number of things,

That our relation is here to stay, no matter how much trouble it brings

Don’t ever break me never, forget me not I wont be able to bear

Never go away from me, don’t keep me in disguise my dear

My feelings have found in you, a body I was always looking for,

Even after I go from this world, my soul will come to be with you that is for sure

i found my lost friend!!

I got my angel that I lost in my life’s journey sometime ago,

I was going on the wrong track, our relation was moving to and fro.

In you I always searched for love of my life, the one I momentarily got,

But I was too big a fool to loose you, with my mind always on the wrong spot :(

But last night I realized how important I was to you, and what all our friendship meant,

What was the meaning of all those lovely moments that together did we spent :)

Amidst all the pain and fights, you never gave up on me,

In you I found my love, the best friend that I never thought I could be….

And after the entire struggle we both have gone in the past year or so,

Your words of anger still echo in my ears, whenever you tell me to go 

The faith you showed in me last night and over past such a long time,

It automatically made me write and made my words to rhyme ;)

You are the best thing that ever happened to me and never shall happen again,

I will be your best friend no matter what, be it sunshine, darkness or even rain!!!

i care for you!!

Its been a while since I told you I love you, I guess its too late now.

I still cry silently in the dark nights trying to forget you somehow!!

But all everything becomes worthless and all those efforts go in vain,

When I think of the times we spent together, those shining skies, and thundering rains

They bring along with them the memories I try to forget,

I just cannot help it my eyes become automatically wet!! :’(

I am a lover to the core and always shall be, believe me

I will stay with you forever even after my soul leaves me

And bring to your face always, a J that you deserve

From the core of my heart, this relation of friendship I will serve….

I care for you, I long for your arms,

These nights of loneliness are doing me a lot of harm,

And all I can do is nothing nut wait for you to come,

And take me to a new world where no one else would come

Give me back the one I loved, the one that made me what I am today,

I know it’s not possible now, but I wanted, in my life, forever you to stay